After waking up I found love - Chapter 1

The night wind blew over the railing, a peal of sweet laughter floated faintly in the air, the rippling pool in the night under the lights changed colors. Everyone looked so happy – but this happiness had nothing to do with Lin Jingwei.

She avoided everyone’s eyes and ears. It was simple for her, and without the need to disguise herself, she just walked away silently. In this rich and prosperous place, no one was willing to pay attention to a woman who was ordinary and incomprehensible to the surrounding environment.

The wind could not blow away the pain in her heart. She was sad enough to wish for death.

Ji Pinchuan merciless rejection was still ringing in her ears–

“You like me? What qualification do you have to like me?”

“I asked you to come to the office for work. You can leave. I am not in the mood to deal with you.”

– a decade, a decade of silent chasing was exchanged for such icy cold words.

What did she do wrong? She just heard that Ji Pinchuan was about to get engaged with someone. In a hurry, she built up the courage to confess to him. Her thousand words became a stutter as she said, “I like you”. But all her anticipation was utterly destroyed by Ji Jinchuan’s cold words.

She didn’t expect him to accept her feelings, but… couldn’t he be a little gentle? Ten years of admiration turned into an insult?

Lin Jingwei, who was excellent, in fact, lacked self-confidence. She always felt that she was very low like the dust, and now even her last shred of dignity was destroyed… She showed a sad smile.

Did she have to rely on her smartness and her wisdom to move his heart? Didn’t people say that men never fall in love with a woman who was too smart? But even so, she could not call herself smart. If she was smart enough, she would not succumb to love him for ten years, only for it to end in such a painful and heart-wrenching way.

Maybe she was really wrong, and she wasn’t aware.

She was wrong as she couldn’t control her heart.

However, if love could be controlled by the will, she wouldn’t have given her heart secretly. Now it was hard to extricate herself from the feeling.

Even now, when humiliation and despair were entangled, she still couldn’t find her lost heart — telling herself over and over again that everything was over! Ji Pinchuan was not that great. He was cold, arrogant, and overbearing… But she just couldn’t help herself. There was no way she could hate him… If she had to hate someone, she hated herself, hated that she was a disappointment.

At this juncture, Lin Jingwei could understand the thoughts of those who chose to give up their lives. This kind of feeling of deep fatigue and despair was truly tiring.

Since it was not destined for a happy ending, this love shouldn’t have begun in the first place.

She thought that her persistence and dedication of the past ten years would not make her so sad. Still, she was even more afraid to go through the next decade with her desperate love. She was hopelessly tempted to let go of her life at that moment. The feeling of heartbreak was too painful… it hurt that even pain could become a relief.

‘Ji Pinchuan, if you liked me, I won’t die; If you don’t like me, I will die.’

– That was her last silent cry; no one heard it. She did not get any response.

Then, Lin Jingwei disappeared from the world…

‘She’ slowly opened her eyes. Headache, dizziness, all kinds of discomfort swarmed. ‘She’ had to close her eyes immediately to alleviate those terrible symptoms.

“What happened to me?” “She,” whispered to herself.

The previous memories were very confusing, like countless complicated dreams playing in her head. She was not sure that she was awake or still in a dream.

“You are so lucky,” a voice passed into her ear. It sounded like a layer of echoes, coming from the other side of the cave. ‘She’ had to endure the discomfort and open her eyes to look at the situation in hand.

A doctor-like person stood by her side and looked at something.

“Your CT scan showed that you didn’t suffer any serious injuries. You are so lucky. If you were even half a meter away, you would have been dead. You were unconscious for the last two days.”

‘She’ looked puzzled at the doctor. ‘She’ did not know what he was talking about.

After the doctor confirmed that her various signs were normal, he smiled, “But you are unlucky. You easily avoided the person who fell from the sky but was hit by a leather shoe that fell from his feet. You could have been in a vegetative state for the rest of your life.”

‘She’ was completely ignorant. What was the situation?
“I…” ‘She’ was shocked by her own voice. It was thin and weak, like a mosquito’s. Even if ‘she’ was injured, ‘her’ voice shouldn’t be that weak, right?

The doctor comforted her and said, “You have a good rest. I will inform your friend.”

Friend? Who was ‘her’ friend? No matter what, she should leave the bed first.

She tried to get up from the bed, but the body didn’t seem to listen. As soon as she moved, she felt pain. It took a long time for her to feel a little better. “Well, I must get up!”

As she was struggling, suddenly, the door of the ward opened, and a person she identified came in.

‘Ji Pinchuan? Why was he here? Did he send me to the hospital?’

‘She’ was full of doubts.

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