Scum Man Cannot Redeem Himself - chapter 180

It was warm and tingly, like an attraction that enticed her to continue.

She proceeded rustily, learning.

She did not notice that the man, who had been breathing for a long time, had become short of breath.

She tasted the sweetness and didn’t want to stop.

She gave him a light peck on the cheek, thinking that this was about as close as she could get.

“Water,” the man made a voice which rang in her ears.

Zhao Lingxue woke up with a panic, blushing like a child who had done something wrong. She immediately popped up and sat on the edge of the bed, covering her face with her hands.

God! She had just kissed him.

Zhao Lingxue rubbed her burning cheeks and calmed her mind. Her legs and stomach trembled as she walked to the outer room and poured him a cup of water.

Thinking about what she just did, Zhao Lingxue took a few deep breaths before she dared to step into his bedroom again.

A little nervously, she went to the bed. His eyes were still closed, and Zhao Lingxue sat sideways on the edge of the bed and tried to help him up.

However, he sensed her arrival and propped himself up without waiting for her to help him up, but his shirt tugged at him and he took it off in annoyance.

Slightly opening his eyes, he took the water in Zhao Lingxue’s hand and drank it all in one go.

Then he resumed lying down, turned his body sideways with his back to her.

Zhao Lingxue held the cup in her hand. Her heart trembled, did he just get angry? Did she act too quickly? He felt violated?

Zhao Lingxue was so distressed that she got up, took the pot and placed  it by the cabinet by the bed. After putting his clothes in order again and pulling the brocade quilt over his body, she left Jing Sixuan.

She returned to the Moonlight  yard in a bad mood. He must have woken up but not well enough to reprimand her behavior, so he used drinking water as a shield.

Yes, that was it, she was so shameless, did nasty things.

He must have looked down on her. How could any woman take the initiative? The more Zhao Lingxue thought about it, the more ashamed she was, the more she thought about it, the more she couldn’t sleep.

So much so that even when the light of day hit her, she did not get up.

……

Yang Junhan got up later than usual because of drunkenness, but why didn’t the child who would send food first thing in the morning come?

Thinking about the previous night, his eyes fell on the pot on the bedside table.

There were some unspeakable feelings in the eyes.

It was late. There were still very important things to deal with. Yang Junhan hurriedly got out the door.

But things didn’t go well, so he temporarily decided to make a trip out.

……

Zhao Lingxue hadn’t seen Yang Junhan for a few days. He must have been angry. The housekeeper said he went out, but Zhao Lingxue didn’t think so. She did something she shouldn’t have done that night.

He was disciplining her.

She fell into a spiral of self-denial, daily lethargy, as her spirit began to drift again, things in front of her eyes became unclear, and her hearing became distant.

The sleeping time also became longer.

Zhao Lingxue herself did not want to get up, so she fell asleep all day.

After a long time, she gradually did not care. Her thoughts became more disoriented, and her mind was muddled.

“What’s wrong with her?” His voice came in her ears, distant and unconfirmed. Zhao Lingxue was keenly aware that he had returned and struggled to open her eyes.

The maid said, “Miss may be tired of spring, dozing all day, and is lying down at this moment.”

There was the sound of approaching footsteps, echoing within the ears.

She felt his approach. He stood by the bed for a moment, sighed, and walked away.

“Don’t go!” Perhaps instinctively, she shouted out.

Hearing no response, she got afraid that because her voice was too small, he did not hear. Zhao Lingxue closed her eyes, but she had no strength. Her body was light.

He came to see her, so he still cared about her, didn’t he? She wanted to jump in front of him. Zhao Lingxue was very able to relieve herself, mainly because he had been angry enough, and came back, didn’t he? It was good to come back.

She wouldn’t kiss him in the future.

“You are sleepy, sleep for some more time,” his voice came from above.

Zhao Lingxue slowly opened her eyes, seeing him, her tears spilled out, and could not be controlled.

She was too angry. He left Yu Garden without saying a word.

Did he know she was going to die?

She saw him leaning down in front of her teary eyes and laughing at her, “Why are you crying like a child?”

When he said that, Zhao Lingxue cried even more and did not stop at all.

The man could not help but find a handkerchief and gently wipe her tears that kept slipping down.

He had never encountered such a thing. She cried, he wiped, she kept crying, he kept wiping. He also did not know how to comfort her and was a little helpless.

He was next to her, and his fingers sometimes touched her. She gradually woke up, and all her senses became clear. Although not as fast as the previous time when she hugged him, she was much better.

Zhao Lingxue did not dare to touch him anymore. She was afraid that he would get angry again, then she would be dead.

In the future, she would just send him a meal to save her life.

After a while, Zhao Lingxue got up, as usual, to make soup for him. She was not as reckless as before, she became less bold after that night.