Scum Man Cannot Redeem Himself - chapter 105

“Sooner or later she will know. Why shouldn’t I say it?” Although the matter of divorce may be difficult for her mother to accept, the matter was already done. So she could only accept it. Ning Qing was prepared to be scolded.

“Your mother had just returned to Sucheng. Let her live with peace of mind for a period of time, and then go back to Beijing happily. Why should she worry about our affairs?” He didn’t want to mess with the elders. If they all know, then there would be no room for turning.

He concealed it from his parents but it couldn’t be hidden for a long time. His mother had seen the clues and always sent someone to ask whether Ning Qing returned to the house or not. His father also ordered him to bring Ning Qing back to his house.

He asked Ersao to help him round, but she seemed to be very dissatisfied with his behavior. Although she didn’t show it on her face, there was some disappointment in her words. Ersao had always been supporting him before, even if he wasn’t happy with Ning Qing any more. Whenever he went to the second brother’s house, she was happy.

(Ersao: Second sister-in-law)

She also said that Ning Qing wouldn’t come again. She didn’t want to hide it since she was afraid that his parents would blame her. Obviously, the birth of Li Shuangshuang’s child angered Ersao.

Ning Qing looked at the scene passing by. There was some truth in his words. A child should make their parents feel relieved. She had never dared to write a letter about whatever happened between the two.

The last time she met Li Shuangshuang in drunk incense, she said that her mother had sent a prescription for her to get pregnant. Her mother had seen that she had no children for so long and couldn’t stand in her husband’s house steadily.

But the paper couldn’t cover the fire. Her mother would one day know, so she wanted to confess, and it would be convenient to write and tell her in the future. Otherwise, every time she would think about it, she would be a little guilty.

Ning Qing was silent for a long time. Chen Jili felt uneasy and didn’t know what she was thinking. He felt that if he didn’t say anything, she would be completely lost.

“You … come back. I will treat you well.”

“You can go back as long as you want, the wife’s position has always been reserved for you.”

“Chen Jili, Li Shuangshuang has given birth to your child. You should treat her wholeheartedly, and live your life well.”

Chen Jili’s voice increased a little, “Can’t you accept Li Shuangshuang like other women? I will be responsible for both of you. I won’t be partial to anyone.”

“Of course, you are more important, after all, you are my wife, I have a decent understanding.”

When Ning Qing heard this, there was a helpless smile on her face, “You just be responsible for her. I don’t need you. Now I’m doing well, and I don’t need you to be responsible for me.”

“Chen Jili, please stop saying these words in the future. I am no longer your wife.”

“Furthermore, I don’t want to hide the matter of our separation from my mother.” 

Her mother would understand her, after all, she hoped that she could live happily!

Chen Jili frowned. He knew that Ning Qing wouldn’t listen to him. This woman had always been like this. When she got on his horse, he thought that there was progress. But now it seemed that they were back to the same point.

“What should I do for you to come back?” There was some impatience in his voice, “Are you willing to come back if Shuangshuang left? Well, I promise you, I will arrange it soon as possible. She will leave with the child and never show up in front of you in the future. So it’s okay.”

Ning Qing, now as a bystander, could understand and didn’t blame him. There were countless men in this world who had three wives and four concubines. 

With his wife being virtuous, why would he take the initiative to accept concubines?

On the contrary, she wasn’t virtuous. In the eyes of others, she was wrong. The husband gave his wife enough dignity and support. As a wife, she should accept it with gratitude.

Ning Qing seemed to understand a little. What Chen Jili showed was not love at all. In his heart, she and Li Shuangshuang were both his responsibilities.

Chen Jili may feel that he had done well enough, giving them everything to let them live in peace without worrying about food and clothing. The two women shouldn’t be disappointed. In other words, Chen Jili had a sense of responsibility to her. He may have love for Li Shuangshuang, but that love wasn’t enough for him to give up on her.

This way, Chen Jili couldn’t love either woman. Maybe he didn’t love Li Shuangshuang enough, or he had loved her and it had faded.

 Ning Qing asked, “Chen Jili, do you love Li Shuangshuang?”

Chen Jili didn’t quite understand Ning Qing’s meaning, but he knew that if he said that he loved Shuangshuang, Ning Qing would never go back with him.

“I don’t know.”

He really didn’t know whether he loved Shuangshuang or not. At that time, Li Shuangshuang was very good in appearance and had talent. Those days he was a proud man, because so many women fell in love with him.

And Li Shuangshuang’s life was so pitiful. Maybe it was compassion, or maybe he really loved her, and they naturally walked together. Sometimes they exchanged books with each other, sometimes they bought small things for each other …

Later, Mr. Mu came to know about it. He was very satisfied with him and said that he was willing to entrust  Li Shuangshuang to him. He was full of promises as soon as his head was hot.

He was impulsive. After all, marriages couldn’t be promised without parental consent. If they did, there were many twists and turns.

Ning Qing asked again, “Do you love me?”

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